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Eden

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‘Cause I had the best of the worst sides,
And I had these lungs,
And I had too many flash fires
That I just let them burn.

Till my chest is on fire
And my head just won't die,
I guess I'm lying ‘cause I wanna,
I guess I'm lying ‘cause I don't,
‘Cause I just feel so tired,
Like it's move or slowly die.
You ain't you when you're like this,
This ain't you and you know it,
But ain't that just the point?
You don't know
How to let go,
Who said this must be all or nothing?
But I'm still caught below,
And I'll never let you know,
No, I can't tell you nothing.

‘Cause I'm a fucking mess sometimes,
But still I could always be
Whatever you wanted,
But not what you needed,
Especially when you been needing me
‘Cause I'm a fucking mess sometimes,
And I'll say what I don't mean
Just ‘cause I wanted,
Or maybe I need it,
Swear, lying's the only rush I need.

‘Cause all I needed was some words to say
That all these feelings don't mean shit to me,
‘Cause it's all just chemicals anyway,
Anyway.
And I got way too many routes to take
To make this all just go away
And find another heart to break.
So heartless with the words I say,
Just saying what I'm supposed to say
‘Cause I had nothing for you,
I can't love when I can't even love myself.
Things I would rather be thoughts at the back of my head,
But I'm addicted to hurting,
And I got these lungs,
And I spent too many late nights
Just thinking a hole in the earth.

Till the sky is on fire
And my head still won't die,
I guess I'm lying ‘cause I want to,
I guess I'm lying ‘cause I don't,
‘Cause I just feel so tired.
Like I need something to come alive,
She said, ‘You ain't you when you're like this,
This ain't you what you done?'
And I said, ‘That's the point!'

You don't know how to let go,
Who said this must be all or nothing?
But I'm still caught below,
And I'll never let you know,
No, I can't tell you nothing.

‘Cause I'm a fucking mess sometimes,
But still I could always be
Whatever you wanted,
But not what you needed,
Especially when you been needing me,
‘Cause I'm a fucking mess inside,
And I'll say what I don't mean
Just ‘cause I wanted,
Or maybe I need it,
Swear, lying's the only rush I need.

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