Song lyrics
I wish someone had told me I'd be doin' this by myself
There's reasons that I'm thankful, there's a lot I'm grateful for
But it's different when a stranger's always waitin' at your door
Which is ironic 'cause the strangers seem to want me more
Than anyone before (Anyone before)
Too bad they're usually deranged
Last week, I realized I crave pity
When I re-tell a story, I make everything sound worse
Can't shake the feeling that I'm just bad at healing
And maybe that's the reason every sentence sounds rehearsed
Which is ironic because when I wasn't honest
I was still bein' ignored (Lyin' for attention, just to get neglection)
Now we're estranged
Things I once enjoyed
Just keep me employed now
Things I'm longing for
Someday, I'll be bored of
It's so weird
That we care so much, until we don't
I'm gettin' older, I've got more on my shoulders
But I'm gettin' better at admitting when I'm wrong
I'm happier than ever, at least, that's my endeavor
To keep myself together and prioritize my pleasure
'Cause to be honest, I just wished the word I promised
Would depend on what I'm givin' (Not on his permission)
(Wasn't my decision) To be abused, mm
Things I once enjoyed
Just keep me employed now
Things I'm longing for, mm
Someday, I'll be bored of
It's so weird
That we care so much, until we don't
But next week, I hope I'm somewhere laughin'
For anybody asking, I promise I'll be fine
I've had some trauma, did things I didn't wanna
Was too afraid to tell ya, but now, I think it's time
Artist songs
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BIRDS OF A FEATHER
Billie Eilish
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bellyache
Billie Eilish
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COPYCAT
Billie Eilish
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Bellyache
Billie Eilish, Marian Hill
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WILDFLOWER
Billie Eilish
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hostage
Billie Eilish
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my boy
Billie Eilish
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watch
Billie Eilish
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bitches broken hearts
Billie Eilish
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party favor
Billie Eilish
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Six Feet Under
Billie Eilish
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Bored
Billie Eilish
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&burn
Vince Staples, Billie Eilish
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idontwannabeyouanymore
Billie Eilish
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Ocean Eyes
Billie Eilish
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